I’m so sorry for your loss.JinnMartini » 14 Nov 2022, 11:06 pm » wrote: ↑ My wife of 35 years suddenly passed away, a few days back.
She reached 60+ years old.
We all thought I'd be the first to leave.
Which she dreaded . . . to be left alone back here !
But destiny wanted it otherwise.
After the police took away her remains I fell to the floor and couldn't get back on my own.
And a neighbor who came up to my shoutings for help called the police.
I still have still no idea what the police smashed to get to me !
The next thing I knew was . . . I was in some ICU and I peed all over me !
They did all the **** they wanted to do . . . blood, IMR etc. etc. . . . in the morning they came and told me I could go home !
I still have pain everywhere, though!
On the way out I was asked at least ten times, at every corner, if I had enough money to pay the taxy !
Which I didn't . . . but a loving neighbor was ready to pay the fare.
And so now I'm am here all alone . . . trying to cope with all the **** that comes with all that.
Thanks guys for your support . . . or lack of it.
I couldn't care less !
Kill yourself, **** barnacle...Vegas » 15 Nov 2022, 12:59 pm » wrote: ↑ **** you asshole. You don't have the capacity to feel anything, but self-admiration along with self-loathness. Hell, if I had your personality, I would hate myself also.
BOTH of you stop it on this thread. Vegas, you didn’t have to make that comment and BV you did not have to respond. Have some respect.Blackvegetable » 15 Nov 2022, 1:01 pm » wrote: ↑Kill yourself, **** barnacle...Vegas » 15 Nov 2022, 12:59 pm » wrote: ↑ **** you asshole. You don't have the capacity to feel anything, but self-admiration along with self-loathness. Hell, if I had your personality, I would hate myself also.
**** off.Huey » 15 Nov 2022, 1:03 pm » wrote: ↑ BOTH of you stop it on this thread. Vegas, you didn’t have to make that comment and BV you did not have to respond. Have some respect.
Huey » 15 Nov 2022, 1:03 pm » wrote: ↑ BOTH of you stop it on this thread. Vegas, you didn’t have to make that comment and BV you did not have to respond. Have some respect.
I have learned in the years I occupied space it is better to explain life to a denier, than taking sides denying how life evolves in plain sight.
Vegas » 15 Nov 2022, 12:56 pm » wrote: ↑ Oh man. Jinn, I am sorry to hear this. You have my condolences. Thanks for your presence here, most of us appreciate you and we love your interactions with us.
Very sorry to hear this.JinnMartini » 14 Nov 2022, 11:06 pm » wrote: ↑ My wife of 35 years suddenly passed away, a few days back.
She reached 60+ years old.
We all thought I'd be the first to leave.
Which she dreaded . . . to be left alone back here !
But destiny wanted it otherwise.
After the police took away her remains I fell to the floor and couldn't get back on my own.
And a neighbor who came up to my shoutings for help called the police.
I still have still no idea what the police smashed to get to me !
The next thing I knew was . . . I was in some ICU and I peed all over me !
They did all the **** they wanted to do . . . blood, IMR etc. etc. . . . in the morning they came and told me I could go home !
I still have pain everywhere, though!
On the way out I was asked at least ten times, at every corner, if I had enough money to pay the taxy !
Which I didn't . . . but a loving neighbor was ready to pay the fare.
And so now I'm am here all alone . . . trying to cope with all the **** that comes with all that.
Thanks guys for your support . . . or lack of it.
I couldn't care less !
Jantje_Smit » 15 Nov 2022, 11:25 am » wrote: ↑ Damn, I feel so sorry for your loss... 35 years... you will cope with the **** but you shouldn't do it alone... get some friends or relatives to come over and get drunk together... that should help.. for a while at least... the morning after is bad but you should feel a bit better...
Sorry about your loss! She is in a better place now.
Well, thank you for bringing a chuckle to my face.
Yes, I have.sootedupCyndi » 15 Nov 2022, 12:14 am » wrote: ↑ OMG JINN! I'm SO so sorry. How awful. OOOOO
What a horrible thing to happen to you at this time.
Do you have help coming? or relatives.
you Need help getting thru this.

Maybe / probably I will . . . but not right now.

roadkill » 15 Nov 2022, 2:06 am » wrote: ↑ Very very sorry for yer loss Jinn. Thank God you have a loving neighbor. I will say a prayer for you right now.
Pastafarian » 15 Nov 2022, 6:37 am » wrote: ↑ I’m sorry for your loss.
please call someone, a help line is a good start.
We have crossed swords a few times but that is irrelevant. Your post touched me more than you can possibly imagine.JinnMartini » 14 Nov 2022, 11:06 pm » wrote: ↑ My wife of 35 years suddenly passed away, a few days back.
She reached 60+ years old.
We all thought I'd be the first to leave.
Which she dreaded . . . to be left alone back here !
But destiny wanted it otherwise.
After the police took away her remains I fell to the floor and couldn't get back on my own.
And a neighbor who came up to my shoutings for help called the police.
I still have still no idea what the police smashed to get to me !
The next thing I knew was . . . I was in some ICU and I peed all over me !
They did all the **** they wanted to do . . . blood, IMR etc. etc. . . . in the morning they came and told me I could go home !
I still have pain everywhere, though!
On the way out I was asked at least ten times, at every corner, if I had enough money to pay the taxy !
Which I didn't . . . but a loving neighbor was ready to pay the fare.
And so now I'm am here all alone . . . trying to cope with all the **** that comes with all that.
Thanks guys for your support . . . or lack of it.
I couldn't care less !
omh » 15 Nov 2022, 6:51 am » wrote: ↑ I understand your grief, and as it may sound cold hearted I will say this without malice or defamation of your sole or hers, I have no sympathy to give, but I do have empathy of your loss. I too have been married over 40 years to the only woman I dedicated my life too. She, Females live 7 years more than males, and I am 7 years her senior.
I did everything I could to set her up for those 14 years without me , yet society stripped the value of that coming up 4th time in last 23 years arriving next year.
Lesson about reality I learned on my own, Tomorrow can erase today's reached goals as fast as yesterday's dreams haven't arrived yet. Organized doubt teamed up with orchestrated chaos has in real time manifested a physical eternity Hell performed within this species last 7,000 years.
all accomplished by power of suggesting now isn't eternity and it always was.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UANTeSvebug