I Am "Ashamed" Went Drinking Today

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Two If By Tea
1 Apr 2025 4:10 pm
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Been doing not good but okay on that end.

39 days, 32 days SOBER was even going back to The, "MEETINGS" at the Alano Club.

This last time I got "Lazy" about going 2 a "Meeting" forget calling a "Sponsor" & talking it over.

15 days completely "On My Own" ended up in a "Bar" and the Liquor Store on my way home
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Two If By Tea
1 Apr 2025 4:25 pm
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Atleast I do know aint never gonna be "Normal" 4 Me.

Regular People go have afew Beers afew drinks with Dinner dont affect them at all.

I forgot that Im an "Alcholic" just afew like that is Impossissible.

Once that stuff hits my "Bloodstream" Im slamming em down might be in a "Black-Out" too.

Thats why Im supposed go 2 the "Meetings" everyday "Remind" Me that I got a "Disease"
 
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Deezer Shoove
1 Apr 2025 4:50 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 28 minutes ago » wrote: Atleast I do know aint never gonna be "Normal" 4 Me.

Regular People go have afew Beers afew drinks with Dinner dont affect them at all.

I forgot that Im an "Alcholic" just afew like that is Impossissible.

Once that stuff hits my "Bloodstream" Im slamming em down might be in a "Black-Out" too.

Thats why Im supposed go 2 the "Meetings" everyday "Remind" Me that I got a "Disease"

One is too many and a hundred is not enough.
I wish you well.
People I know that stay with the stupid meetings stay sober.
If it takes one a day, then one a day it should be. Sometimes holidays even more...
Please seat yourself.

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I like the very things you hate.
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RebelGator
1 Apr 2025 5:05 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 58 minutes ago » wrote: Been doing not good but okay on that end.

39 days, 32 days SOBER was even going back to The, "MEETINGS" at the Alano Club.

This last time I got "Lazy" about going 2 a "Meeting" forget calling a "Sponsor" & talking it over.

15 days completely "On My Own" ended up in a "Bar" and the Liquor Store on my way home
You're pathetic, there are people clinging to life from illness, hoping to see another day, and you try to kill yourself because you "need" a drink.
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Two If By Tea
1 Apr 2025 7:46 pm
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RebelGator » Today, 5:05 pm » wrote: You're pathetic, there are people clinging to life from illness, hoping to see another day, and you try to kill yourself because you "need" a drink.

I still smoke a pack of ciggarettes per day too..

Driving Truck used be 2 packs a day I was a "Chain-Smoker" the Big Rig.

Yeah Im doing "Suicide" on the "Installment" Plan ya right
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