omh » 24 Nov 2021, 6:34 am » wrote: ↑
you never discovered why or how to be just you. Always performing to social consensus to fit into mantras working against your specific time mutually evolving here.
Your inner feelings is you have nowhere else to go but comply with facts saying real isn't kinetically real amd every reality validates that in social controlled behavior of we say so and let nobody stand against us, they, them, those people or all sides converge on anyone that does.
Psychological implanted feeling of hopelessness, helplessness, uselessness. Then everyone sells a philosophy of better tomorrows by just giving up trying to understand natural timing and obey chronological relative time logistics cradle to grave.
Change your mind and face insubordination, treason, blasphemy from your own side and never trusted by any other to stay a character of your word. <catch22.