I can relate to your distress, walkingstick. But mass suicide just leaves fewer anti-war activists in the world.
Never in history has the anti-war movement been as large and well-organized as it is today.
Google page of anti-war activity, 2023. It's only a matter of time before the anti-war movement attains real political power in the US
. There is a realistic expectation that the US can replace its war efforts with social and economic justice, right here, at home.