Because you imagine it possible doesn't mean I actually did/do it.
Your mind is nurtured by societal evolution and your brain arrived nucleus of your fertilized cell a body wrapped evolved conceived to birth by nature's way of getting you to navigate living one at a time when living in plain sight eternally separated by the moment here equally living uniquely present(Personal chromosomes in streaming DNA ancestral positions displaced as current population in this atmosphere.
What makes this so difficult you can't imagine living eternally separated by ancestral lineage and generation gap alive cannot be self evident time living now?
You don't accept yourself since birth. Not my fault, but your behavior cradle to current events.