your words are nothing more than a metaphor as you pretend to be anything other than your sole time alive now. You hate being all you have been since conceived and you try to make everyone else as miserable as you've become doing it.
Misery governs those that will not accept themselves as equally alive now. Their pattern of social behavior is making character have a contextual soul worth more than being alive daily here.
Follow the faith and theme every society used in every reality stating time is money.