Released by not trapped in. Choices made, promises kept, decisions honored in good faith while ignoring all one has been since conception. You defend all you chose to become in character after birth.
You sustain doubt because you don't want to understand why you are limited to adapting in plain sight as naturally eternally separated by your unique chromosome and specific DNA position currently alive.
that is self inflicted. Not my fault and I won't feel guilty for you ignoring all you were since conceived.