I'll let you live your time in self deception because you won't accept anything real in your factual reality suggesting living exceeds your heartbeat 24/7. I just won't follow your narrative since it is inaccurate as Eternal Hell exists after dead when it happens every day in plain sight.
Remember the myth about what the punishment is in Hell being the same results as insanity while alive. Personal brain navigates the environment each heartbeat forward. A mind obeys social consensus suggesting life cannot be limited to adapting to the moment since conception.
Every character of humanity knows the date of their birth as recorded by each society they were role playing in cradle to grave. Very few ever knew the date of their conception by their two biological parents that existed in series parallel time when all 3 bodies existed in plain sight.