I have told you before. On this thread. You will have a hard time convincing a judge that you feared you were under imminent threat of serious physical harm or death at any further than that. Also, you will have a difficult time convincing a judge it was self defense because not only were you a party to the altercation but you were the aggressor.
Make sure you have a good lawyer who specializes in these cases. Your ignorance will get you sentenced. This is not a case where you know enough to represent yourself in a backwoods court over pepper spray or civil issues.