Most of us here "get" that you spent your young queer life getting the **** beaten out of you by your "straight" father and by all of the normal "MAGA" type kids on your block.
It's only natural that people like you would take great glee in watching America go down the tubes and transformed into a single party loyal, 80 IQ, government services dependent society that is roughly 1/3 Black, 1/3 Brown and 1/3 White / Asian.
It's understandable that people like you who are insanely jealous of happy, healthy normal folks would want to see Americana destroyed
The old saying..."MISERY LOVES COMPANY" is absolutely perfect to describe emotionally damaged queers like you.