Only hate I see in your posts is, you hate actual life in natural time. You don't think about life without speculation leading the way and that leaves doubt governing generations forward now as it has historically sinc dawn of wishing life were more than series parallel ancestries occupying time inhabiting space as conceived to decomposed so far.
That is on you for not using your fertilized cell 24/7, but reciting what you learned to believe since birth rejecting your actual position being alive now.