Thats why I love his radio.
No matter how much ya screwed up ya can pick yourself back up once again.
I remember back at an "A/A" back in 1990s I think almost 30 years ago nowadays.
There was an old man and he had been "Dry" like 40 years at that point.
He would ask us do ya think ya had just "enough" yet.
Put the Shovel dowm & quit digging.
If ya aint "serious" theres the door dont waste my time neither you come back when ya ready 4 Real & he meant that too