Liberal Forum

I had met up with a lovely man this time last year. He was amazing, sweet, and very kind to me. He would go to the edges of the earth to make me happy. He got into construction months later, and fell in with the wrong people who urged him to get into the “manosphere.”

To watch people like Andrew Tate and learn to be a “Top G.” It started off slowly but shocking. He called his ex’s “sl*ts” and “wh*res” despite him having a massive body count and his ex’s being with maybe 6-12 guys.

After having sex one time he pulled out his phone and went on Instagram and heard him watch something like “99% of the world’s problems would be solved if women had their body count on his head” and he said “facts!” 

I don’t know why I ignored it. I thought it was a passing phase. He would watch more of these and try to show them to me but I refused. He kept anyways and I put my foot down and he stopped. But his attitude didn’t. He saw this one story if a woman with 12 kids and called her a sl*t.

Really?? He wants to have lots of kids to “repair his bloodline” with me because he “loves me” so much and that really turned me off from having kids with him. I don’t want him to think I’m a “wh*re” for being monogamous and having lots of kids with him!!! 

A few days ago he liked some posts like “I’d rather have a gay son than a th*t daughter” or “I’d rather pick my son up from a nightclub than my daughter from a bar” that really put a sour taste in my mouth. The last straw was last night. There was this tweet I saw of a pastor with the sign “you deserve to be r*ped” who got hit in the head with a baseball bat, and someone commenting that “maybe he should’ve worn a helmet?” 

His response made me drop my jaw. He called the woman who hit him with the bat stupid, and that he hoped that he had pressed charges. He also said that “what did they expect? Presenting themselves to the world like that.” I got silent and went back to my phone. He got pissy and left the room to do his own thing. I can’t believe I let it get to this.

I don’t know why I thought it was a phase or that he would stop. I’m heartbroken. The man I loved is gone. Or maybe he was never there to begin with. Either way I’m a mess and I feel like I wasted a year and so much on him.