Your persuasion of power did, die. Like you never accepted real life, you won't accept your reality is dead. How you must feel so alone in your skin never more than all it ever was since conceived evolving in denial since birth.
Your intellectual mind feel like the rugged was pulled out from your social narrative? All that misery you pushed onto others is gushing back into your brain.
Bet your head is pounding even though you will never respond and if you do, will be denying it is. tick tock.