Yeah if you get into a wrestling match with a cop while he is busy wrestling with someone else and you are carrying a loaded pistol..then your chances of getting shot go way up.
He's not going to give you the chance to shoot him first.
You have no right to be interfering and the Cop he has every right to retire unharmed at the end of his 20 to 30 year career after dealing with 100s of wacked out **** heads like you.