12 Feb 2026 6:34 am
United States of America. previous 4 generations were Appalachian residents until my Paternal grandpa nd maternal grandma moved to northeast Ohio for employment opportunities in the rust belt.
My grandpa was a second husband to my paternal grandma that had 4 children from another marriage and 4 1 of which was my dad. My maternal grandpa(Freemason) stayed in Kentucky and my maternal grandma never married again raising her 3 children on her own. There were several relatives to my collection of aunt and uncles that follows separate religious themes of Christianity which created many arguments among them so much so there wasn't much family bonding beyond social pressure of blood is thicker than water mentality.
I always felt out of place even in my own home because my brain watched this growing up and human behavior doesn't match human intellectual social order. I always had a sense of separated by position living in series parallel situation 7 days a week just didn't make sense. But humanity is the only game humans are allowed to play in this atmosphere by context over content social order.
every intellectual reality turns out to be a manifested destiny of people ignoring all they been since conceived. Highway to hell paved with greater good intentions of building better 7 days a week than accepting equally alive by heartbeats daily here.
Imagine sibling rivalries governing every society established in history up to current events cradle to grave so far? I don't have to imagine it possible, history has recorded it.