No, you hadn't. You never found a post prior to Jan 24 2020 where you used it. Not one. The first time was Feb 1st 2020 when you returned from wherever the hell you went.
I so **** own you.
Tiny,
I wrote your story with one glance at The Portrait of Travis Bickle.
Do you think I'd miss the message in your short fuse and tortured pidgin?