You posted a quote of mine with no response and I asked if you had a question about my post you didn't say anything. Obviously your silence was ignoring everything I said and this post is projecting you are still saying anything I said is meaningless.
I understand your character inside out from conceived with a genetic brain to becoming a socially nurtured mind typecast soul, to the mind of a loyal citizen believing life isn't self evident time you exist as genetically eternally separated by your own chromosomes achieved through ancestral changes of current global population adapting in space now, one at a time proportionately here since your original fertilized cell appeared.
You won't accept what eternity has always been to serve your idea about building 7 tomorrows while living as a series parallel result details are never same total sum again.
Your conceived brain navigates living one at a time, but your mind obeys power of suggestion cradle to grave wishing life were more than proportionately here. You honor relative time logistics, not ancestral displacement since born into your specific species, your specific body, your specific generation gap, your specific ancestral lineage, this atmosphere, this solar system, this galaxy, this moment shared by the other 8.2 billion humans inhabiting time this rotation of the planet.
Specific gravity of your personal behavior since birth. It matches how my own ancestral lineage was governed by hope, faith, charity, building artificial tomorrows factually while actually limited to adapting to the moment here in equal time lived since conception.
Sharing time equally alive 24/7 each ancestor/person of contextual character controlled by power of suggestion you aren't you 24/7. Your chromosomes reveal a separate situation than people believing life is more than adapting by heartbeats here so far since conception.
You chose who you became after birth and you resist the tyranny of biological conclusions of your own ancestral lineage inhabiting time equally here since inception of your own ancestral lineage. two centuries ago there were 64 humans that became your great great great great grandparents. 15-20 years after their birth they reproduced your 32 great great great grandparents. they evolved into becoming 1 of 2 parents to your 16 great great grandparents.
You know all this information and still pretend you don't understand why you exist as one out of 8.2 billion human alive now. You are a socially nurtured idealist protecting a social narrative used against this species by this species.