How do I know every reality won't accept actual time alive? Because I accepted and made peace with all I was since a fertilized cell.
Equally created in the image of my previous 126 ancestors lived in last 2 or 3 centuries. Sharing time when occupying space born to buried requires balance with everything else beyond your own time alive, now, each heartbeat forward.
You are determined to defy actual time alive. that is your sole's time liberty to choose. Nobody wins that game and history shows the misery in every civilization that tried up to current events.