I have complete apathy towards your character because I instinctively understand kinetic genetics and you won't accept actual life is limited to perpetual balancing universe limits evolving to series parallel displacement conceived to decomposed.
I was trained to ignore it like everyone else, but reality never stays in sync with being alive everything changing the same way differently here. All that reflects back like karma to life limits lifetimes to exist as conceived in series parallel arrivals inception to extinction regardless a species last 3 generations or 3,000.
The population will never be the same twice.