First, I am not extinct nor even dead yet. Second there are two children and a grandchild that will still be alive when I die. Children will carry 50% me and my grandchild 25% me.
I myself carry the past 4 generation gaps prior to my arrival that is 100% me never duplicated from my siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, etc. Simple math compounding chromosomes to lifetimes never same yet specifically occupying space now. all my donors of DNA died over a 16 years ago. In some religions I am their reincarnation, in another religion I am the image of my creators.
In all history I have been misled by my own species since birth. Common bond that binds everyone alive here now. I learned to control my rage since I was never the only one misled. I didn't put it all together until I was 55 years old. I started my departure of realities in 1982 when I was 31. I never got support from anyone following my instincts back to time of origin.
I had to figure it out while always compromising with assholes like you since birth, 12 years in school. why I never chose college to spend another 4 or 5 people always telling me I have to give in to social consensus. 13 years out of highschool and 12 years of working for the same company union never representing me while I paid my fair share of union dues, like taxes. I decided to go solo. I protested the union not representing me by working during a nationally called strike and since I resigned a year prior to that strike, the union couldn't take away my wages from working.
I received dues of my actions for 19 more years being the lowest form of life among my coworkers. I learned to travel alone like a polar bear with no allies.
I learned to read what people wished for and willing to do to make their wishes true in those 19 years and since. I learned greater good intentions is just a masquerade form covering up knowing exactly what a person doesn't want revealed about life in plain sight. I learned judge a person by their character was simple symbolism over substance same as time is money.
those 32 years working for a communications utility creating networks that would allow anyone anywhere communicate with anyone else in the world able to connect to one network to instantly communicate without relative time waiting for the planet to reach event horizons never ending on the surface of this planet.
See I am explaining where my gibberish came from personally adapting to occupying space in a body never staying same form arrived a fertilized cell.
back to common denominator. I discovered my own species corrupted my entire ancestry.