TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
You had a tough beginning but....TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
Im even gonna throw ya "Street Credit" there too
TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 7:08 pm » wrote: ↑ Im even gonna throw ya "Street Credit" there too
Because I feel in ya heart ya actually "Trying"
When ya money all gone Singing eh eh Momma can Daddy Come home
Go get laidTwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
I thought you were going to honestly discuss suicide.TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
I had an aunt(wife of one of my uncles) commit suicide and I learned something about those committing when I was no older than 10 years old. I don't feel sympathy to those doing the act because they were trying to manipulate everyone else around them with passive aggression to obtain everyone else's attention and time to pay attention to them by any means possible.Two If By Tea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
No Holds Barred......for all your euthanasia needs.DeezerShoove » 08 Apr 2025, 10:42 pm » wrote: ↑ I thought you were going to honestly discuss suicide.
Maybe that's the right way to go for some people.
Maybe you thought it's useless to have an honest discussion here and it would die immediately.
Also quite possible.
Losing your kid is devastating....it's not just their future, it's yours..I'm sorry.TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.

I have afew Youtube channels but never got a following.nefarious101 » 09 Apr 2025, 7:41 am » wrote: ↑ Get that **** off your mind.
Get something to take your mind off of that ****
Example:
Start a YouTube channel...it's not that hard to do.
It will keep your mind busy working on content...download content to it every day
you will eventually have subscribers to interact with
and you could wind up making some money
Content is easy.....it can be anything and everything
Your life can evolve if you are willing to let it
TwoIfByTea » 09 Apr 2025, 7:49 am » wrote: ↑ I have afew Youtube channels but never got a following.
All my life people told me ya gotta Tv/Radio kinda "Voice" but I ethier "Failed" nor ever made the "Connection" that end
Always worked just regular old jobs like factories and driving trucks down the road.
https://youtu.be/sUsbIQ5kuV0?feature=shared

RebelGator » 09 Apr 2025, 6:43 am » wrote: ↑ No Holds Barred......for all your euthanasia needs.
It helped Mainedunce.
You have "Inspired" me once again & Im no exaclty sure thats a good thingy.nefarious101 » 09 Apr 2025, 7:56 am » wrote: ↑ Don't give up....content is all around you every day all day long.
download it.....
who cares who watches it or what they say.....it's your channel
kick it's ***...don't let it kick your ***
you can get subscribers pointing a web cam at a bird feeder all day...it's that simple
TwoIfByTea » 09 Apr 2025, 8:04 am » wrote: ↑ You have "Inspired" me once again & Im no exaclty sure thats a good thingy.
I remember "Coach Murphy" back in Hogh School big guy like 6'5 280 pounds.
He told me son just go 4 it.
Ya got the ambition but ya just aint Big Enough play football.
He directed me to baseball and basketball courts I made "Junior Varsity" at that.
My Dad even came down school watch me play says "Son" Im Proud Of Ya too..
viewtopic.php?p=2728331#p2728331

Coach "Murphy" his thumb was like the size my entire freaking hand..nefarious101 » 09 Apr 2025, 8:09 am » wrote: ↑ Well I'm an inch shorter and 35 pounds lighter that Coach Murphy
Once you start...do not stop!
Download content every day for 10 days....that's your new record
next 20 days....another new record
and so on
At least before you off yourself, make something. Make something beautiful. Something others will want and not just toss in the burn-barrel a soon as you take the last ****-of-death. Something others will hold and admire years from now. Maybe its a piece of furniture. A painting. Or a turned piece of burl wood. Or, a forged knife. Or a lead-filled piece of hickory for bashing in the brains of burglars. Something that will be here and enjoyed by others when you're bulb goes out.TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: ↑ I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.
High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.
My family that was freaking joke pal..
For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.
Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..
After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.
At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.