Honest Discussion "Suicide"

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Two If By Tea
8 Apr 2025 5:53 pm
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I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.

 
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murdock
8 Apr 2025 5:56 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.

Can some translate this jibbering ****?
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*GHETTO BLASTER
8 Apr 2025 6:28 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
You had a tough beginning but....
NOBODY is responsible for your happiness but you.
You know this/
YOU make your own conditions in life, you make your own destiny.
you know this.
For some people, everything fun and good seems to come easy...the rest of us have to exert much effort, discipline and self control.
Make your health and physical condition your hobby.
"My food is my medicine"...give up all prepackaged junk food and eat nothing but raw, natural  food that you prepare yourself
Tonight I will peel some potatoes and carrots, throw in some chopped celery and  beef for me and my dog.
My GF eats what she wants and she is a bad influence on me...so I have to remain strong and rise above her undying love of junk food / fast food.
With the help of the internet [your educational resource] and dirt cheap clubs like Planet Fitness it has never been easier to make a big change in your health and well being

 
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Two If By Tea
8 Apr 2025 7:08 pm
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murdock » 08 Apr 2025, 5:56 pm » wrote: Can some translate this jibbering ****?
Im even gonna throw ya "Street Credit" there  too

 Because I feel in ya heart ya actually "Trying"
 
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murdock
8 Apr 2025 7:15 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 7:08 pm » wrote: Im even gonna throw ya "Street Credit" there  too

 Because I feel in ya heart ya actually "Trying"

Can some translate this jibbering ****?
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Two If By Tea
8 Apr 2025 8:04 pm
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murdock » 08 Apr 2025, 7:15 pm » wrote: Can some translate this jibbering ****?
When ya money all gone Singing eh eh Momma can Daddy  Come home

https://youtu.be/eBlc2FN99is?feature=shared
 
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8 Apr 2025 10:41 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
Go get laid 
 
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Deezer Shoove
8 Apr 2025 10:42 pm
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
I thought you were going to honestly discuss suicide.
Maybe that's the right way to go for some people.

Maybe you thought it's useless to have an honest discussion here and it would die immediately.
Also quite possible.
Please seat yourself.

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31st Arrival
9 Apr 2025 6:27 am
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Two If By Tea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.

 
I had an aunt(wife of one of my uncles) commit suicide and I learned something about those committing when I was no older than 10 years old. I don't feel sympathy to those doing the act because they were trying to manipulate everyone else around them with passive aggression to obtain everyone else's attention and time to pay attention to them by any means possible.

The only exception is a person is terminally ill and wishing to save their family from losing everything to pay for keeping them alive in complete misery, I have no sympathy for those demanding life more than simply adapting in plain sight as eternally separated so far.

Dictatorships last by generation gaps pretending now isn't eternity governed by one family each generation.

Democracies are people demanding everyone give up accepting life is self evident so those hating equally evolving now can dictate who's who by vernacular tribalism daily.

Absolute power of suggesting life isn't self evident time evolving eternally separated now corrupts each generation gap lived since dawn of civilization so far regardless the excuse for Gods, God, Satan, Devils, community theater by geographical landscape defined by longitude and latitude directing attitude and platitude of staying in character come hell or high water.
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RebelGator
9 Apr 2025 6:43 am
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DeezerShoove » 08 Apr 2025, 10:42 pm » wrote: I thought you were going to honestly discuss suicide.
Maybe that's the right way to go for some people.

Maybe you thought it's useless to have an honest discussion here and it would die immediately.
Also quite possible.
No Holds Barred......for all your euthanasia needs.

It helped Mainedunce. 
 
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Blackvegetable
9 Apr 2025 7:04 am
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
Losing your kid is devastating....it's not just their future, it's yours..I'm sorry.

Give yourself something to do that ISN'T about finding someone....Providence is better at it.

If you've overcome, you have good enough reason to like yourself.

So do it.
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nefarious101
9 Apr 2025 7:41 am
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.

Get that **** off your mind.

Get something to take your mind off of that ****

Example:

Start a YouTube channel...it's not that hard to do.

It will keep your mind busy working on content...download content to it every day

you will eventually have subscribers to interact with

and you could wind up making some money

Content is easy.....it can be anything and everything

Your life can evolve if you are willing to let it

 
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Two If By Tea
9 Apr 2025 7:49 am
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nefarious101 » 09 Apr 2025, 7:41 am » wrote: Get that **** off your mind.

Get something to take your mind off of that ****

Example:

Start a YouTube channel...it's not that hard to do.

It will keep your mind busy working on content...download content to it every day

you will eventually have subscribers to interact with

and you could wind up making some money

Content is easy.....it can be anything and everything

Your life can evolve if you are willing to let it
I have afew Youtube channels but never got a following.

All my life people told me ya gotta Tv/Radio kinda "Voice" but I ethier "Failed" nor ever made the "Connection" that end

Always worked just regular old jobs like factories and driving trucks down the road.

https://youtu.be/sUsbIQ5kuV0?feature=shared
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nefarious101
9 Apr 2025 7:56 am
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TwoIfByTea » 09 Apr 2025, 7:49 am » wrote: I have afew Youtube channels but never got a following.

All my life people told me ya gotta Tv/Radio kinda "Voice" but I ethier "Failed" nor ever made the "Connection" that end

Always worked just regular old jobs like factories and driving trucks down the road.

https://youtu.be/sUsbIQ5kuV0?feature=shared

Don't give up....content is all around you every day all day long.

download it.....

who cares who watches it or what they say.....it's your channel

kick it's ***...don't let it kick your ***

you can get subscribers pointing a web cam at a bird feeder all day...it's that simple 
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Deezer Shoove
9 Apr 2025 7:58 am
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RebelGator » 09 Apr 2025, 6:43 am » wrote: No Holds Barred......for all your euthanasia needs.

It helped Mainedunce.

Rendering assistance to those in need is a noble cause.
Please seat yourself.

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Two If By Tea
9 Apr 2025 8:04 am
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nefarious101 » 09 Apr 2025, 7:56 am » wrote: Don't give up....content is all around you every day all day long.

download it.....

who cares who watches it or what they say.....it's your channel

kick it's ***...don't let it kick your ***

you can get subscribers pointing a web cam at a bird feeder all day...it's that simple
You have "Inspired" me once again & Im no exaclty sure thats a good thingy.

I remember "Coach Murphy" back in High School big guy like 6'5 280 pounds.

He told me son just go 4 it.

Ya got the ambition but ya just aint Big Enough play football.

He directed me to baseball and basketball courts I made "Junior Varsity" at that.

My Dad even came down school watch me play says "Son" Im Proud Of Ya too..

viewtopic.php?p=2728331#p2728331
 
 
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nefarious101
9 Apr 2025 8:09 am
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TwoIfByTea » 09 Apr 2025, 8:04 am » wrote: You have "Inspired" me once again & Im no exaclty sure thats a good thingy.

I remember "Coach Murphy" back in Hogh School big guy like 6'5 280 pounds.

He told me son just go 4 it.

Ya got the ambition but ya just aint Big Enough play football.

He directed me to baseball and basketball courts I made "Junior Varsity" at that.

My Dad even came down school watch me play says "Son" Im Proud Of Ya too..

viewtopic.php?p=2728331#p2728331

Well I'm an inch shorter and 35 pounds lighter that Coach Murphy

Once you start...do not stop! 

Download content every day for 10 days....that's your new record

next 20 days....another new record

and so on
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Two If By Tea
9 Apr 2025 8:19 am
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nefarious101 » 09 Apr 2025, 8:09 am » wrote: Well I'm an inch shorter and 35 pounds lighter that Coach Murphy

Once you start...do not stop! 

Download content every day for 10 days....that's your new record

next 20 days....another new record

and so on
Coach "Murphy" his thumb was like the size my entire freaking hand..

Now he taught me when ya shake a mans hand ya grip give a squeeze.

i took that 2 Heart and when I shake somebody elses hand have a tendancy grip too hard they dont like that neither
 
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Skans
9 Apr 2025 8:55 am
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TwoIfByTea » 08 Apr 2025, 5:53 pm » wrote: I dunno know as a child I wasnt normal my folks half hated me themselves.

High School could play Base Ball/ Basketball  but I wasnt Big enough get on Football team.

My family that was freaking joke pal..

For awhile I made it "Trucking" bit I cant even do that anymore I cannot stand all ya "Crazy People" anymore on highways either.

Been married twice my only son died a drug over-dosed..

After that been out afew dates last one nearly 2 years ago.

At the "Meeting" discussed ya a very lonely person what ya gonna do about it.
At least before you off yourself, make something.  Make something beautiful.  Something others will want and not just toss in the burn-barrel a soon as you take the last ****-of-death.  Something others will hold and admire years from now.  Maybe its a piece of furniture.  A painting. Or a turned piece of burl wood.  Or, a forged knife. Or a lead-filled piece of hickory for bashing in the brains of burglars. Something that will be here and enjoyed by others when you're bulb goes out. 
 
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