when a body eats regularly. Your mind is starving to understand actual life because you brain isn't allowed to be honest within yourself as equally alive so far.
Beware of fellowships demanding life is based upon equal outcomes than time lived since personally incoming living as specifically living one at a time now.
Eternity balances outcomes as a whole food chain native to one atmosphere geographically proportionately limited to the solar system it is in now.
Kind of like your time separated as part of 8.2 billion humans living now here in series parallel positions geographically positioned in this atmosphere performing ideas life isn't self evident time alive.