Shame your brain never socially learned how to navigate time living the eternal time alive as your singularity of self as defined by your unique chromosomes here now.
Your miserable time living after birth was self induced believing life isn't self evident time adapting as you since conceived into the only time you were alive now each rotation your heart continues beating so far the specificity of your behavior all the time here, in this atmosphere.
You were trained to believe it was every other reality than your own causing the implosion of your own social agreement to never agree life is always self evident time simply adapting to the moment here uniquely you in series parallel existence since conception.
Just like any other organic result native to this universal location.